WIFE.

Sweetheart,

  If only I could express what holds my mind and heart prisoner

If only I could dispense of this fear

You have done all that one could as

You have endured more and forgiven much too much and I selfishly inflicted more

What have you received in honor or acknowledgement of your commitment you have received little to no support?

My arms hold you falsely

My smile is an actor’s prize

My lips touch you upon request

My body won’t embrace yours

But I do love you

I just don’t know how not to

Love me more

Or what makes me safe – more

I can only apologize

Though in our distance

I can only remember

Though in our distance

You do not know

that I to cry for what was 

I can only hope that one day

You will

Forgive Me

Though I’ve never asked

For I know you will have pain

But I am asking myself, pain today and next week or pain for a lifetime

Maybe I made the right choice

Only time will tell

Yet if I made the wrong decision

I made it for what I feel are the

Right reasons

Sweetheart,

If only I could express what holds my mind and heart prisoner

If only I could dispense of this fear

You have done all that one could as

You have endured more and forgiven much too much and I selfishly inflicted more

What have you received in honor or acknowledgement of your commitment you have received little to no support?

My arms hold you falsely

My smile is an actor’s prize

My lips tough you upon request

My body won’t embrace yours

But I do love you

I just don’t know how not to

Love me more

Or what makes me safe – more

I can only apologize

Though in our distance

I can only remember

Though in our distance

You do not know

that I to cry for what was

I can only hope that one day

You will

Forgive Me

Though I’ve never asked

For I know you will have pain

But I am asking myself, pain today and next week or pain for a lifetime

Maybe I made the right choice

Only time will tell

Yet if I made the wrong decision

I made it for what I feel are the

Right reasons